Sometimes.

I read this and my immediate thought. I know what I deserve. But then. Honestly. I was kind of like wait. Do I? I mean really. Do I? It was a deep moment I have to tell you. Hmm…this is coming off sounding like I'm being sarcastic but I'm honestly not. I was thinking about all the “somethings” I've been dating and how that's all I wanted though I think I deserve more….but wouldn't it be interestings if I thought that even the “somethings” and fun dating was…like of a higher quality…maybe that's what I deserve…???